2024 wrap-up post: The Struggle To Be Real

 I'm struggling to summarize the last 12 months in a sentence. For the most part, I worked to solve old health issues and struggled with new ones. I'm getting older and my body isn't afraid to let me know it. I'm sore when I shouldn't be, my neck is always irritated, I rupture a disc in my low back just coughing. I'm outside as much as before, but I'm trying new things. I wonder if saving all my money til I'm too old to really enjoy it is a good idea. I set myself a new goal for retirement, or at least a career change in a dozen years. I started paying more attention to finances. I am becoming more myself. There are bad days, when I can't sleep and my truncated attention span keeps me from reading even two paragraphs in a book without my mind wandering, but for the most part I view my life positively. I wish I had more time during the week to see people. I wish I could pass my enthusiasm for things I love on to my children without overwhelming them. I wish for a lot of little improvements. But I'm working towards them. The death list is always an interesting project. Some of the names I haven't thought of in years. Some were my friends. This year's last entry was my cat for the last 15 years. 

Carl Weathers

Wayne Kramer

Toby Keith

Mojo Nixon

Christopher Ruppert

Fernando Venezuela

O J Simpson

Dickie Betts

Alice Munro

Bernard Hill

Steve Albini

Paul Auster

Morgan Spurlock

Willie Mays

Donald Sutherland

Shifty Shellshock

Shelley Duvall

Richard Simmons

Shannon Doherty

Naomi Pomeroy

Lou Dobbs

Bob Newhart

John Mayall

Greg Kihn

Phil Donahue

James Earl Jones

Dame Maggie Smith

Kris Kristofferson

Merry Christmas 2024

 

Halloween Pumpkin 2024 - Thundercats, Ho!

Our Band Could Have Been Your Life - a reflection on the 80s in underground music

 I've spent much of my adult life casting about for music to listen to. Without the concentration of peers common in college, the discovery of quality bands has shifted a responsibility onto my own shoulders. No longer are people bringing music to me; I have to chase it down myself. This has only recently been made more accessible due to YouTube and Bandcamp hosting almost every album I've ever heard of, or could hear of. The days of piracy via peer-to-peer servers are over for me. No longer do I have to wait to hear one song, or at best three or four from a classic album. It's all right there, available for my listening pleasure as soon as I get around to it. The pinch point has shifted from attainability to a dearth of listening time. Household projects and routine chores, even doing my taxes or processing photos have become a boon as they allow me the time to sit down, do something relatively mindless while I catch up on recent and ancient releases. Much of the time, this attempt to LISTEN TO ALL THE MUSIC has been a grab bag. I'm all over the place. Bands people have mentioned recently, bands I've written down in the last decade that people mentioned, bands that influenced bands I like, brand new bands I never would have discovered myself are now touted on websites by writers I've come to respect. Finding music is easy. But in order to find great music, I have to wade through a lot of outdated ideas, terrible budget-recording demos, endless self-indulgence. It's worth it to me though, as there are a lot of great moments out there for the taking. I just have to reach and discover them. I'm always searching for the chance to hear my favorite album, for the first time, again. 
    Michael Azerrad wrote a book called Our Band Could Be Your Life. It set the tone for a lot of later musical journalism that I've read and enjoyed of not only talking about bands, but telling their history, and why they might be important to you. There are a lot of albums/bands mentioned that didn't click either the first or the 20th time, but I'm always willing to try. The following is a list of all the recordings mentioned in the book that I listened through as I read it. I've been at it for a few years.

Black Flag - Nervous Breakdown EP
Black Flag - Jealous Again EP
Black Flag - Six Pack EP
*Black Flag - Damaged
Black Flag - My War
Black Flag - Family Man
Black Flag - Slip It In
Black Flag - Loose Nut
Black Flag - The Process of Weeding Out EP
Black Flag - In My Head
Black Flag - Who's Got the 10 1/2?
The Minutemen - Paranoid Time EP
The Minutemen - Joy EP
The Minutemen - The Punch Line
The Minutemen - What Makes a Man Start Fires?

Curiously Named Locales: Mt Defiance via Starvation Creek

Photo Credit: Wanderlust Hiker

I've spent one day a week, every week, for the last two and a half years, hiking. This has been in service of a long term goal. A few years ago as I was headed towards forty, I decided I wanted to climb Mt Hood. It felt like a good, dangerous enough, mid-life crisis for a guy like me. I met with a friend who works in mountain rescue. She assured me that I was not ready. The mountain had a season for climbing, something I would not have realized on my own. She gave me a list of hikes ranging from dilettante to brutal. I still have the hand-written list on my bookshelf. There is one remaining item on the list. Mount Defiance. Supposedly the hardest hike in the Columbia Gorge. The joke among the local mountaineering group, the Mazamas, is that you climb Mt Hood to train for Mt Defiance. 

    The name of the mountain is great, called such by an early resident of Hood River because the mountain seemed to hold onto snow well into spring in seeming defiance of the season and weather. The name of the trailhead where I intended to start also has a great name, Starvation Creek. There are competing theories on the origin of the creek's name. It is possible it was named because a group of west-bound pioneers nearly starved there. It was also once called Starveout when two passenger trains on the Union Pacific Railroad got stuck there in heavy snow sometime in the winter of 1884-1885. No one actually starved on this occasion since food was brought in from nearby Hood River by men on skis. Legend has it that the train passengers were paid $3 a day to work on digging out the trains. 

    Another hiker and I have made a pact to hike Defiance together, but our availability windows don't always line up. So here I am 130 hikes or so later, still eyeing the tallest peak in the Gorge. From down below. 

Sources:

https://wanderlusthiker.com/mount-defiance-the-hangriest-of-gorge-hikes/
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mount_Defiance_(Oregon)

https://stateparks.oregon.gov/index.cfm?do=park.profile&parkId=122

https://www.oregonhikers.org/forum/viewtopic.php?t=8739 (user BorntoBBrad)

Curiously Named Locales: Cape Fear, North Carolina

 I was a child when the 1991 movie Cape Fear came out. The film poster featured Robert de Niro's intense and disembodied glare floating in the waters above the name. The name struck me a sense of ominous dread. It was years before I learned that Cape Fear is a real place on the Eastern Seaboard. The view of the cape from above shows a delicate angle, nearly 90 degrees where two concave lines meet, a tiny protrusion where the Cape Fear River feeds into its estuary. It could have been gently drawn by M C Escher, yet is prominent enough that it is visible from outer space as a point along the coast where again, two great curves meet, like a child's drawing of a bird in flight. 
    The origin of the name, as with most coastline features in this series of curiously named locales, is nautical. In 1585 an English explorer called Sir Richard Grenville was sailing to Roanoke Island when his ship became trapped in a bay behind the cape. There was some concern the ship would run aground and wreck, hence the name Cape Fear. According to George Stewart, author of Names On the Land : A Historical Account of Place-Naming In the United States, it is one of the five oldest surviving place names in the USA.
A fun side note; panic grass grows near Cape Fear. That's almost as good as the trail leading to Mt Defiance in Oregon starting at Starvation Creek. Also, for flavor and a bit of retroactive justification for this series, I present to you an excerpt from George Stewart's book:

"The poetry of a name may spring from three sources. There is the romantic appeal of sonorous sound and sensuous connotation, evoked by the strange and the unknown. People who cherish a name chiefly for such reasons do not usually like to have it explained or translated. For them, the poetry is not enhanced, but vanishes, when they learn that Atchafalaya means 'long river.'

A second source of poetry is in the historical association of the places which lie close to men's hearts-in names like Virginia, Plymouth, and Concord, the shrines on our long pilgrimage. But again we must not err in thinking history something of the far past. The poetic suggestion of a name may be of recent growth-the glitter of Hollywood, the grim power of Chicago.

A third source of poetry is largely the opposite of the first. It is the poetic suggestion which springs from the inherent meaning, even though the actual event of the naming may be unknown. The United States seems particularly rich in such names — Sweet-water, Marked Tree, Lone Pine, Gunsight Hills. In this lies the charm of Cape Fear, Cape Flattery, Cape Disappointment, and Cape Foulweather; of Broken Sword, Broken Straw, and Broken Bow. These are the names which seem to have stories of life and death behind them — Roaring Run, Deadman Creek, Massacre Lake, Rabbit Hole Spring."

Sources:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cape_Fear_(1991_film)
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cape_Fear_(headland)
Names on the land : a historical account of place-naming in the United States - by Stewart, George Rippey, 1967

Curiously Named Locales: Albuquerque, New Mexico

Left at Albuquerque (with Bugs) - Chuck Jones

My first introduction to the fantastically named city of Albuquerque was from a Bugs Bunny gag. He was lost, ya see, and all because of a wrong turn. 

The City of Albuquerque was named for a Spanish Duke and the area he ruled. The Spanish Alburquerque (note the additional "r") is a town in the Badajoz province of Spain. This town's name origin is not totally clear, but probably comes from the Latin "alba quercus" which translates to "white oak," quercus being the genus for oak trees.

Sources: 

The Chuck Jones Virtual Experience

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alburquerque,_Spain

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